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| It happens on a random Monday. Coming back from an event or late on a Sunday night, right before you get on the plane and your about to be frisked for the third time. Your driving...your flying....your sitting in an airport seat with boys from the team. Your drinking stale coffee trying to stay awake. Your explaining a fat welt on the side of your neck to a confused stranger or a best friend.....or running through the sidewalk at LAX trying to catch a plane. Your coming back to the other life....the one without paintball. Where no one understands why you do it....your tired....working off little sleep and a question creeps up and you try to ignore it. Why do I do this? Why the travel? Why the losses? The missed worked...the missed school...hours of practice and the complaining girl friend....because the lure of living a paintball life is just to potent and the products of the road, the travel, are memories forever and trips and strange lands with stranger people. At tournaments it feels like for once you get to live as loud as you want. Its worth the sacrifices....its worth all the bullshit. Because if you work hard enough, a Sunday will roll around and you'll be in the huddle...screaming.....with your hand in....one among ten playing for the world title and suddenly all those clichs you've ever heard make sense and you are defined. You say it to yourself and it means everything, I am a paintball player and this moment right here is my life. found this on a website but it pretty much matches my outlook on paintball leave comments please | | |
| Hello everyone. We have to go back to school tomorrow, that sucks. So how has everyone been? My vacation sucked, the whole thing was so boring, I mean when me and Devan were hanging out, there was still nothing to do. I probably won't do much of anything today, so leave comments | | |
| yea so just forget about that last entry about the part where it said i wanna go out with liz......i dont anymore...i mean the reason is pretty typical but o well...i just want to go on break. but other than that theres not rilly much goin on here .....but ya leave comments. | | |
| hey everyone whats up???yea so i thought i might tell u guys about the whole me and liz thing..Yea last friday me and liz went to the mall and walked around for a little bit.....yea and everyone found out about it.......now they r mad at us.. We arent goin out just thought i would let u know that. i mean i wish we were.lol. yea nad linzy sorry bout the whole me and iz thing and well devan im kinda sry. lol.....well leave comments. | | |
| hello everyone!!!!!!! whats been goin on w/ u guys...theres not rilly much to do so i thought i would update, so maybe people will actually comment me..lol well leave comments. | | |
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